A path
A direction
A vision
A goal
A
Confused soul
Being the age of 15 and having to open my life and my self up to a new world
New people
New truths
New everything,
I became a more open person
And slowly but surely
That compass
That was my path
And how I was brought up
Slowly that faded
Into being open
And accepting of everyone and everything
And when that takes place of your own personal boundaries
Morals
Truths
Guidelines
Blueprints
You become confused
Paralyzed with question
Of
What and how
And who
And where
And now, what
I have been exposed to so many different ways of life
And don’t know my own
It feels like it took over
It feels like my flexible passive flowyness took over my grounded stability
In who I am
And what I’m here for
Because there’s just so much
Look inside yourself
What I’m needed and searching for is not a physical home
But my roots
My grounded personality
Of who i am
My assertiveness
My showing up as me,
My full presence
Of what I consist of
What I stand for
What my unique path is
I feel as though I am just filled of adventure
Of new experiences
But what I crave is roots
And stability
~The passionate & wandering Jew~
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